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Semakin matang tak bermakna kita xboleh nak have fun and enjoy life macam remaja dahulu kala. It means kita dah semakin dewasa dan semakin bijak menentukan sesuatu yang mungkin pilihan paling baik dalam hidup kita. kita bijak untuk mengatur arah masa depan, membina kerjaya atau memproses untuk mencoraknya.

Yes, lesson number 1: Through out my life, I can proudly said congrats to myself  because I can manage my money for something useful in my life like don't waste it into something that you need only a few days or maybe a few hour. So apa yang dapat ditegaskan ialah Alhamdullilah, i manage my money that-i-had-earned dengan baik. But that doesn't mean I stop myself to shopping all away since I want to manage my money properly like don't get wasted ohh don't shopping don't that, don't this.... It's like yes we shopping when we feel like we should. Get me? So let's waste money when we feel like we should and for something that useful. NOTED!

Lesson number 2 : Think twice and ahead to make a wisely decisions. Contohnya, I had a cat fighted with Thaariq wish is his my only elder brother that I have and his father-to-be soon yayayayai. I thought his never understood my decisions that's why he keep told me that I shouldn't continue my degree there. UNISEL. Okay I got his point why he keep told me that. The reason for him. He's cared. He asked me to applied any of gov's university. I can't. Yet not be graduated and so no taking MUET too. My faulted for that. But I learned my lesson. I explained what I can and why I should. I want to finish my study as young as I can. It's 2years for my degree. Pleasee. I'm growing-up to risk it all.

Lesson number 3 : Make your parent/ family is your first priority. Dalam erti kata lain tolak yang lain kalau keluarga memerlukan kita melebihi segala ( tak tahu betul ke tak susunan ayat he he he) Sebab whatever things that might be happen like something that unpredictable that will come toward, yes your parent will always there for us. But it's depend into the situation of yours like kematian keluarga, broken family ke apa kan. Don't expect your friend will always be there whenever you need a help. Sometimes they do, and yes it can't denied. but pleasee pentingkan lah keluarga melebihi apa sahaja. Zaman remaja dahulu-kala yang melahirkan a rebelliousness girl like me dah over. Be a good daughter/son to them. Don't put a blame to them for what kind of reason that happen.

Lesson number 4 : Yeee saya dah besar. 1991 is my year. count by yourself and you'll sure found the numbers. :)